Contaminated

Contaminated
by Jordan Brooks.
06.14.17

Contaminated

She was convinced she could control the environment
it controlled her behaviors, and her responses.
And there’s these superficial ideologies masking someone underneath,
someone that no one can ever see,

looks naked, it’s pretty or it’s ugly,
but, it’s like a world without girls.
And I’m sitting next to you,
Are you normal,

Are you contaminated?
You’re as normal as a girl in this place can be,
60% contaminated,
and acting like someone else,

I used to wonder what’s happened here,
I discovered it’s a sexual thing,
always going to do what secretly turns you on,
because nobody else can ever see every decision of yours has been weighed in this consideration,

And it’s a big competition, yeah,
ever since you were four,
and acting like the celebrities
it’s been a competition but not just vs me,

not just vs the boy, I mean
but vs everyone.

And by now he’s learned that you’re not going to change,
not ever going to fall to your knees,

and stand up to kiss,
like the men do, 

Going to live the low life now,

because no one can see

she’s missing,
out of the society
I watch cinema,
and I want to see her.

The scene will come,
I'm going to see what she's abandoned,
Besides the obvious:

100% contaminated--

The World Syndrome.
This time she wants me to believe the problem is with me,
that I am just like him,
am I just like them?

Yeah, yeah—she’ll say yeah.
That little girl was never honest with me.

If I can’t seduce you,

you’ll be getting angrier every day.

And every day she’s getting stronger and evolving,
growing immune to this boy that I am—
she's going to be so mad soon,
so mad soon.

Jordan Brooks.