My Needle

My needle
by JlB Aug. 2009

The way it happened at first,
we took at turn for the worst-
it wasn't expected.

She tried to fight me again, 
so I'm letting her win-
I'm not defending my actions.

I'm heading down to the market, 
and I'm just going to park it
-until they open,

because its just after four and some idiot whore
has ruined my night.

So I had to walk walk-walk- 
16 blocks, 
just to get some comfort,

and now a cop's pulling-up, 
Oh man, I'm about to get fucked;
-I just wanted some Comfort.

-
Needle in the hay,
I'm the needle in hay wherever I go.

Needle in the hay,
Needle in the hay,
I'm the needle in hay wherever I go,

and I'm not defending my actions, 
you ought to leave me alone,
because I'm not defending my actions.


I'm just the needle in hay,
a simple needle in hay,
so you ought to be careful...

or you are the needle in hay- 
you are the needle in hay,
like a pin lying in wait, like a pile of too many problems.
-

You laughed at his jokes,
touching his clothes,
while everyone's laughing.

I can't be myself
around everyone else
when I'm watching this happen,

I just need some time
to be alone,
so I hope that nobody wants me.

...
...


Back at home
and I'm almost alone-
if she'd stay out of my way.

I can't talk right now,
there's no talking this out,
I'm simply sick of your actions.

You're the needle in hay,
a needle in hay,
a bitch with too many problems.
-


Then some days pass by;
a new phase comes by-

She wants out of my life.


I'm not okay,
I'm not okay.
Now I need you out of my life.

I said, "I'm not okay;
no, I'm not okay.
Now you are relieved from my life."

You can leave me alone,
just leave me alone,
I'm not defending my actions.

You can leave me alone;
you can leave me alone;
because there's no defending your actions.
-

You are a needle in hay,
a needle in a hay,
and I'm not sifting through problems.

Needless to say- 
a needle in hay,
is the least of my problems.

I said that needless to say, 
sadly, my needle in hay,
might just be the least of my problems...

by JlB