Calculating

Calculating
By Jordan Brooks.

I asked her if she loved me,
her eyes,
her body said,
"Dude, it's really whatever."

So, you love all of them?
Him?
and then him?
...

Seems like you are primary occupied in calculations about all of them.
Oh, but you have to say things every now and then,
 to keep me around.
Oh, of the big inconvenience you have-

But, because you have to calculate about the boys,
you can't talk right now to me.
idc.
I'm trying to think,

I leave you here and now,
Did you bounce to number 1,
as you flirt with number 2, secretly,
are you going to take from me,

in a worst way, that works.
I think I've met you before,
a lot of girls,
 a lot of times,

and inside, secretly,
you have to hurt me.
She could change,
She could change.

I think we're going to go far.
Out at dinner, I said,
"I'm going to buy the house."
I'm going to further your plans.

I know you don't care,
but, I'm like you,
I needed you to know that.
We learn she wouldn't change,

So deliberate,
So self-centered,
and pleasured,
and hidden in her constant calculation.